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Monday, September 22, 2008
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Hi Jim This is a continuation of what leslie was experiencing on
appoline: Leslie tryed to relax after recieving the phone call from ardyce
concerning the 200:00 phone bill. But this was the tip of the ice
berg-(Later you will see that this straw that broke the camel's back was
patiently delivered after Leslie was monitored and potentiated deliberatly.
So this last straw pissed leslie off greatly.So after not being able to
control the adrenaline as a result from these experience's Leslie's
disease kicked in. And the obssevive compulsive nature of her addiction
was activated.So she called a cab and went and bought some drug's and
went to the star motel and relapsed. She was their 2 day's using. 1 thing
to remember here is that leslie even though she was using her using
was'nt astronomical like some other addict's. The morning of the 3'rd day
Leslie called a cab and went home,to her flat on Appoline-now here is
a point to keep in mind-and it will be self evident "ONLY IF YOU
STAY WITH THE EMAIL'S"---they followed her from appoline to the star
motel and rented a room next to her's"this was done to keep the relapse
going by stressing her out with dialog that was tailored to make Leslie
belive her neighbor's knew she was in her room doing drug's and were
slowly getting upset about it-"Ms Williams has proof" So the morning of
the 3'rd day Leslie went back home to appoline and at this time in time
she was'nt high just physically wired but calm.She turdned on the tv
and made a bed up on the floor-as she was relaxing she heard some one
miss a step on her stairwell right outside her apartment door they said
"shit" as it happened-around 10 minute's later the dialog game's started
at this location-now
what happened here was Leslie had relapsed due to delayed anger over
what happened on steadman-tennesse and knowing that this was being
brought about by human effort but not being able to directly point her
finger at anyone because of the nature of how they were manuvering-the
relapse was also provoked by the trauma's of experiencing all of this but
not being able to work it all out because she needed to attend to her
current situation-along with the fear of trying not to lose section 8"you
only have 60 day's to find a place if your a section 8 receipiant"so
Leslie was stressed out-traumatized and back in michigan all the while
-while knowing it was becuase of whoever caused what happened on
steadman,, and at this time The AA people were standing straight out with the
responsibility of it.
Then Jack come's over after Leslie has spent a few day's by herself
alone-with all of the delayed anger no on to talk to-

'this was a conditioned dependecy AA shaped leslie into, if something's going on you can't
face it alone-call someone or go to a metting"

so everyone she called was'nt availible anymore.

What you will come to see is -they were already downstair's which they manuvered thru knowing wheir I was moving to thru Jack while
I was staying at Jack's after Tennesse because I saw Michele at Jack's
4 day's after I came back from tennesse.when I saw her she
ran-anyway's they manuvered through either the conference of city hall section
8/attach to them the dearborn police, and the dearborn AA'ers who are
collectively trying to get guardianship of Leslie -to convince the guy
downstair's his name was George to let them at least use his flat-see
George was a artist he was literally never home except after around 10 PM at
night-he was also self employed which probably made him
availible to be presuaded with money- .

The thing before I go on with these detail's is, to keep in mind
Leslie has proof that's connect's them to appoline and steadman-paper
proof-so they had Jack come over after a few day's of leslie being alone
while they were monitoring Leslie reaction's of being back in Michigan and
digesting what she had been thru
"a example of understanding this is picture yourself being at the
hospital all day long after your spouse or parent was in a horrific car
accident and they ended up in critical condition-your first reaction in
hearing about it'going to the hospital finding out the detail's seeing
your loved one in bad shape then you go home and you set your key's on the
table and your all alone it's quiet-what's going on settle's in"this
is what I mean about leslie's delayed reaction to steadman and
tennesse-but her situation had to do with abuse and trauma and periodic
homelessness in betwween steadman tennnesse and appoline that was cuased by
them and they knew Leslie was having delayed reaction to everything
because they heard her on the phone reaching out- they monitored it from the hallway and from the flat below-as crazy as it sound's("But remember I have proof)then all of a sudden Jack keep's coming over,and 90 % of his conversation is all about what
happened.then he leave's-so when Leslie is coming down from her own delayed
reaction her doorbell ring's it's jack coming over reinforcing
it-"this was done deliberatly and just when they saw Lelie was having
more difficulty relaxing as each day went on in this time period Ardyce
call's to say her phone bill is 200 dollars.Remember Leslie called Ardyce collect from Tennesse from the hotel after her mother played her part in this by kicking leslie out-

they stole Leslie phone bill's and had access to leslie apt on steadman this is 1 of the way's they were able to get ahold of my parent's and tell them lie's so they'd help them-Ardyce Roger's also had my parents #-Case and point Leslie moter knew about a physical assualt that happened to Leslie the winter before she left to go down their-only leslie and the detroit police knew about it Leslie never told 1 soul-how'd my mother find out she found it out because I spoke with the police over my phone on steadman wheir they were downstair's "read steadman"-so after they saw Leslie came back home after going to the star motel they started their dialog game's on Leslie stairway on appoline and below whatever room that leslie went into-FOOTNOTE-"Her cat higgin's heard them all the time and whould go run and hide.



So Leslie came home after this relapse that was orchestrated thru heir monitoring and potentiation-and she did have 1 20 dollar rock left from the motel-she figurd go home and chill out and watch TV-but after she heard what she did on her stair's and then the dialog starting again just like it was on steadman she knew this apt "As crazy as it sound's", was not safe either,and she knew it was the same people-so she went to take a shower,and she kept hearing this girl say What's the matter with her is she high-And lesie was'nt high anymore she was just tired but acting and feeling totally normal except for being tired-but at the same time since these dialog game's were starting again it was easy for leslie to deduce that it was just a matter of time before she had to move out because if they got access to the lower flat , then she realized the landlord was convinced to let this happen at his house and as a result of that he more than likely whould continue aiding them instead of changing his mind-so between deducing this and hearing what she heard the night before she left the flat to go use"Dont worry she wont use here" See leslie told Jason Jack's nephew that she was'nt going to relapse in this place no matter what the heathen's try to do-because when she michele at Jack's and after steadman and Tennesse she knew that it was'nt over yet-she di'nt know what they wanted but knew it was happining.
So they got a;most right outside her apt door and began and continued their verbal mind games that were tailored around Leslie fear's that stem from homelessness-they got on the stair's and pretended to be frustrated and angry neighbor's who were talking about Lelsie doing drugs-this was done to make Leslie very frieghtened about eviction due to it-that in turn causes the crash from coming off of the cocaine harder and quicker which in turn stress's leslie out all the while she's experiencing coming don,while under extreme stress,and the stree of PAW which is the disease kicking in all over again due to the stress-
Now here's a few thing's to consider-
1: Some of the voice's were te same voice's as they were on steadman-
2:Leslie has proof that connect's them to steadman and appoline-
3:as you read on you will see the detail's that clearly illustrate thing's happing inside the apartment that couold've only been brought about by direct human effort.
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So after they got this relapse going they decided, after she came home from the motel, was

to do what the have alway's done, keep it going-which they did thru tailored clever set's of dialog on Leslie's stairs- PUT VIETCON HERE
IN ORDER FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND A COUPLE OF THING'S,
I'M GOIN TO HELP YOU SEE, THRU A TRUE STORY,ABOUT TRAUMA
AND IT'S EFFECTS,BECAUSE IT'S TIED IN DIRECTLY WITH THE METHOD
OF THE TORTURE I EXPERIENCED THRU THEIR DELIBERATE EFFORT-AND ACTION.
(PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING CAREFULLY).
THANK YOU:

BECAUSE OF THE WAY PEOPLE CAN BE, AND USUALLY ARE ,GENERAL ABOUT CERTAIN SOCIAL STIGMA'S, I...E... AID'S ADDICTION-PEOPLE WITH THESE HEALTH ISSUE'S OFTEN EXPERIENCE ISOLATION.

THEY ARE OFTEN TREATED MORE LIKE CRIMMINAL'S THAN VICTIM'S OF IGNORANCE, CIRCUMSTANCE, AND BAD MISFORTUNE:

NOW KEEPING THE ABOVE IN MIND, ALONG WITH THE NATURE OF WHAT HAPPENED TO ME----INSERT HERE MY HISTORY OF ABUSE BEFORE AA-AND TORTURE.
,AND MOSTLY HOW.
I HAVE DECIDED TO ILLUSTRATE WHAT HAPPENED TO , BECAUSE SOCIETY WAS MORE DIRECTLY AFFECTED THRU THIS ILLUSTRATION AND AS A RESULT, THEY CAME TO TRULY UNDERSTAND THAT TRAUMA,AND TRAUMATIC EVENT'S CAN LED TO IMPULSIVE REACTION'S AS A EFFECT OF THE TRAUMA.


A YOUNG MAN ,WHO JUST TURNED 18 LAST JUNE IS DRAFTED INTO THE VIETNOM WAR,AS A INFINTRY PRIVATE IN THE ARMY.

18 WEEK'S LATER AFTER BASIC TRAINING HE IS SHIPPED TO VIETNAM.
THIS YOUNG MAN WHO WAS SHY AND AKWARD WAS ABOUT 5'5 AND 1/2 INCHE'S,120 POUNDS.
HE WAS NOT WELL RECIEIVED BY HIS NEW UNIT FOR 2 REASON'S.
1: BECAUSE HE WAS NEW,AND 2:BECAUSE OF HIS OUTWARD APPEARANCE,SMALL AND THIN.
EVERYONE WHOULD JOKE AROUND AND MAKE BET'S ABOUT HOW LONG HE WHOULD LAST.

1 DAY HIS UNIT AND HIM WENT OUT LOOKING FOR CHARLIE,I...E..VIETCON
THE UNIT WAS AMBUSHED,THIS YOUNG MAN MANAGED TO KEEP OUT OF VIETCON'S SITE,AND EVEN THOUGH CHARLIE OVERLOOKED HIM
HDING IN THE BUSH,WHEIR HE DUCKED TO GET BETTER ORIENTATED
HIS ENTIRE UNIT GOT WIPED OUT BEFORE HIS EYE'S,EXCEPT FOR HIM AND TWO OTHER GUY'S.

THAT NIGHT THIS YOUNG MAN WATCHED HIS TWO FELLOW COMRADES GET SLOWLY TORTURED TO DEATH.
THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT AS THE JUNGLE MADE IT'S OWN NATURAL NOISE'S,CHARLIE KEPT SWEEPING THE BRUSH.
tHIS YOUNG MAN HAD TO FREEZE AND STAY IN 1 POSITION FOR 4 DAY'S AND 3 NIGHT'S,UNTIL ANOTHER UNIT CAME ALONG AND HAD IT OUT WITH CHARLIE,BUT AS THEY FAUGHT,THIS YOUNG MAN COULD'NT MOVE A 9NCH HE WAS PARALYZED WITH FEAR.

HE WAS ACCIDENTLY DISCOVERED BY ANOTHER MAN WHO THOUGHT THIS YOUNG MAN WAS HOLDING A POSITION ON POINT FOR THE NEW UNIT THAHT JUST WENT THRU.

AFTER HE WAS OUT OF THAT SITUATION ANS HAD SURVIVED MANY SKIRMESHE'S WITH THE ENEMY HE STARTED TO NOTICE THAT HE COULD'NT RELAX WHEN ON LEAVE,OR WHEN HE WAS SICK,HE WAS ALWAY'S JUMPY WHEN SOMETHING OR NOTHING WAS GOING ON,WHEN THIS ANXIETY WHOULD BEGIN,HE FROZE ALOT AND FELT ALONE IN BATTLE,AND EVENTUALLY LIFE.

SO HE STARTED TO DRINK AND SMOKE POT TO CALM HIS NERVE'S,THEN HE TRIED HERION AND WHENEVER HIS ANXIETY WAS BATTLE TRIGGERED HE'D USE.
WHEN HE CAME HOME FROM THE WAR, HE NEVER REALLY CAME HOME,AND READJUSTING TO THE STRESS OF IT WHOULD CONTRIBUTE TO ANXIETY,WHICH WHOULD TRIGGER A FAMILIAR IMPULSIVE REACTION,USE DRUG'S TO ESCAPE,TO RELAX,TO CALM DOWN,TO FEEL SAFE.
THANK YOU.

AS YOU PROBABLY CONCLUDED FROM THIS STORY IS THAT THIS YOUNG MAN WENT THRU LITERALL HELL IN WAR,THE TRAUMA OF WHAT HE EXPERIENCED WAS MORE OVERWHELMING THAN HIS MIND COULD HANDLE,SO HE MADE A CHOICE THAT MOSTLY STEEMED FROM INSTINCT FIGHT OR FLIGHT-WHEN HIS TRAUMA STARTED THAT FIRST SKIRMISH WITH THE ENEMY-HE COULD'NT RUN,HE WHOULD'VE BEEN NOTICED AND CAUGHT, HE COULD'NT FIGHT BECAUSE HE WAS OUTNUMBERED,THE FIGHT OR FLIGHT RESPONSE IS A INATE INSTINCT IN ALL OF US WHEN THIS INSTINCT IS TRIGGERED THE MIND ALREADY KNOW'S IT'S IN DANGER-BUT WHEN THESE INSTINC'TS ARE NOT ALOWED TO BE EXERCISED THE MIND HAS NO WHERE TO RUN SO IT GOE'S BACK TO THE REALITY OF BEING OVERWHELMED THE INSTINCT
KICK'S IN AGAIN AND IF WE EXPERIENCE THESE REACTION'S ENOUGH WE BECOME CONDITIONED TO RESPOND WHEN A FEELING THAT WAS FELT DURING THE EXPERIENCE IS EXPERIENCED NO MATTER WHAT TRIGGER'S IT-THIS IS PTSD-POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER AND IF IT'S BAD ENOUGH A PERSON CAN BECOME EXTREMELY DISASSOCIATED FROM THEIR OWN EGO'S AND THE ONLY THING THAT FILTER'S THEIR REALITY'S ARE INSTINCT'S,SO WHENEVER THEY EXPERIENCE A FAMILAR FEELING LIKE ANXIETY THE PTSD OF FIGHT OR FLIGHT KICK IN THEN THE ASSOCIATED RESPONSE OF PICKING UP DRUG'S IS ACTIVATEED THRU THE NEURAL RESPONSE TO "FEEL OK" TO FEEL SAFE" AND YOU EVENTUALLY BECOME ADDICTED AND CONDITIONED.THIS STORY AND IT MEDICAL INFORMATION ARE LITERAL FACT BASED ON REAL SCIENTIFIC THRUTH'S.
UNDERSTANDING THIS AND KNOWING AND ACCEPTING THIS YOU CAN THEN TRULY UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED TO LESLIE AND HOW THEIR PERPETRATOR'S USED HER HISTORY TO TORTURE HER.
THANK YOUthe following text that is within bracket's(((--))) is the information Leslie shared many time's with them.
((((((((Jim This is Pg 1 of the history of what's happened
As I mentioned in the last email that the best way to approach what is going is to start from the present,
Michele and Dennis Wise and Michele's Dearborn Alcoholic's Anonymous friend's decided that Leslie Williams has to accept that Michele is in control of Lelsie Williams life.That it is no longer her own.
Leslie met Michele at a dearborn AA meeting back in 1997-98 and Leslie W was having extreme difficulty staying clean.
Leslie was diagnosed with ADHD in 1994 and as a child, she was also walking around with undiagnosed dyslexia/and auditorial dyslexia.
leslie also was dealing with PTSD that stemmed from abuse she suffered in the 1980's at the hand's of her family-she was homeless off and on around 7 time's in the 80's due to having a extremely dysfunctional mother.
Leslie Stumbled across crack when she was homeless in 1989,she stopped by a old acquaintance's house to rest from endless running around in her car with no where to go.
Victor the guy she stopped by to see was smoking crack and when she asked him if he had any pot and he said no, she took at hit of the crack.
This happened a second time,and the 3rd time when he couldn't get her any pot she bought some crack from him and after a couple more time's smoking it she became addicted.
What happened here was a women who was going thru extreme hell literally made some bad choice's trying to alleve the anxiety of her extreme situation.
Leslie went to Dearborn AA on her own and she experienced allot of relapsing for many reason's
1 was she was now a addict
2 because she truly didn't understand addiction for a long time.
3 because her symptom's from ADHD, PTSD' Auditorial Dyslexia/& Dyslexia hindered her ability in conceptualizing the 12 step's.These obstacle's are real.The symptomology of these psychological disorder's were devastating to her ability to effectively understand what to do to stay sober/she was also very ignorant about addiction because it was never explained to her in any way and when it was disscussed at AA it was not taught in a way that right brained people learn/see "Right Brain Children in a left brain world." a very good book that reall describe's what it is like to have ADHD and right brain learning style's.
So she started really reaching out to other people. She was vulnerable and scared and desperate.
So she started trusting people that she saw regularly at dearborn AA meeting.
They told her keeping secrets will only hinder her recovery, find a sponser.
So Leslie started opening up,she started sharing about her past, about how verbally abusive her older brother Michael was to her throughout her childhood,and teen year's, she shared about how she was homeless in the 1980's was always troubling her the memories of the experience's.
She shared that when she remembered these event's that she always ended up feeling Very angry.
They got to know her personally,what they observed over the year's and what they learned was that Leslie Williams reinforced her drug and alcohol use during time's of powerlessness,resentment and anger.
End of Pg-1
Jim their's going to be at least 10-15 pg's that will illustrate what has happened as I mentioned please just be patient-Save these email's so when the l;ast one is sent you can read them all at once and get a clearer picture of what has happened.)))))
THe dialog set's described above were directly taiolored around what Pat was told right before this started when leslie lived on staedman)))About the people moving out down stair's on steadman because she relapsed and was afraid of getting kicked out because of it))

now these tailored set's of dialog I call them Script's were tailored along the lines of Leslie's fear's -see what they did was they listened to leslie over the year's and they observed leslie's reaction's to pervious evection's-THey knew Leslie had really bad pnic attack's when her fear's whould set off her Post Traumatic Stresss Disorder related to being homeless in the 1980's.

"(In the 1980's Leslie was homeless for almost 8 year's on and off-she went thru alot of extreme anxiety-and quite a few good job's because of it, she lost car's ,including a brand new one-all of these event's stem from coming from a extremely dysfunctional home and going thru a fast divorce which left her homeless-also.but none of it was due to drugs Lelslie never did drugs in her life in the 80's or before except for pot.)"
AND HERE
What Im going to write below is the main vehichle of the worst torture episode's that happened to Ms Williams-it is only 1 form of their stress producing method's-but it is the 1 that got the torture going in a big way on steadman and how they initiated it again on appoline after they got a 2n'd one going.
Once leslie got out of the shower she hear'd more script's on her stair's
they were along the line's as follow's
"What's she doing in their"
Oh my god I can't belive it" put appropriate tactic here
Why don't you call the cop's
You need to get her out of here
what is she doing"
she's got to be on something
Wht don't you go up their
I'm calling the cop's
I'm going up their-i don't care what you say"

See Leslie was tortured on steadman and as anyone can imagime when your tortured and then abused by having to leave your apartment to get away from it and you end up homeless -
by the time Leslie got back from Tennesse to Jack's House her PTSD was full blown.
By the time she got in the apartment on appoline she was numb dissassociated scared frieghtened depressed anxiou's, extremly angry, and isolated once again and then they sloly potentiate her again when she's is already very ripe for a relapse becuase of what she just went thru because of them-.
So being very anxious about how this was going to be played out in her life wondering what they were going to do next or when they whould use the landlord as a playing card leslie started having anxiety attack's that day she felt like all the control had been taken from her-while she was being abused by it while feeling powerless over it .
So the stress of coming home and this starting again opened the flood gate's of what happened on steadman and everything she went thru to try and get away from it and here she is abused right back into it again-
so the literal schock of it all-stress activate's it again-leslie's so far gone know she dos'nt have the literal ability to stop the adrenaline and her disease kick's in she relapses',but here's the 2'nd feature of the torture as she's usin-their scripting to keep the event stressfull and kaotic-to keep the relapse going-
Now here is the vehicle of torture reading it may seem simple-to easy"But torture is'nt a small event to experience,and i belive that in order for you to fully see what i went thru-you need to really understand trauma and the powerlessness attached to active using.

Can Re-Living A Trauma in Therapy Be A Re-Traumatization?

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By John A. Speyrer
So who is correct about the re-traumatization issue? Does the problem really exist? I believe this issue has arisen because some pre- and peri-natal traumas can take an extremely long time to resolve and sometimes even insights are slow in arriving. Many clients hope that there has to be a better way after repeating the same primals endlessly, seemingly without resolution. And various therapeutic approaches have arisen to make regressive-type therapy experiences less disintegrative. I believe that the real problem is that sometimes more pain is unblocked than can be felt during one session or even during a long series of sessions. Sometimes, it seems to be the nature of very early hurts to require a large number of primal experiences for their resolution.


Most regressive therapy theorists would agree that defenses lowered too rapidly or too massively can worsen symptoms, but their lowering, I believe. does not add to the person's trauma. It only feels that way! And how one feels is dependent on the relationship between one's storehouse of primal pain and the varying levels of one's defenses containing the trauma.
When defenses are lowered too rapidly the overload of pain can seem like one has been re-traumatized. The endless repetition of primals also has this effect. This happens quite commonly as It is difficult to uncover only the amount of pain which can be worked through in a session. Uncovering a new set of defenses can result in massive overload and it may take some time before a pandora's box of new pain can all be integrated. This can be the result of therapist intervention. But even in a situation where the therapist does not push or only pushes minimally and acts almost as a spectator to the unfolding process, one can still massively lower one's own defenses and arrive at the next series of primals to be felt.
The next series of primals may take many months or even years to resolve. Who wants to wait that long and endure the suffering involved? During this time one can feel that he has been re-traumatized though, unfortunately, it is the nature of the process for this to happen. And when it does happen one may use selected anti-depressants and/or tranquilizers to restore one's psychic equilibrium by reducing the overload of pain to an amount which, over time, may be steadily and slowly felt in primals.

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Leslie had talked at meeting how she was becoming to know and understand some of her learning style's and remembering thru association was something she verbalized to many people Par R MariFrance's Catherine-Ardyce.
So after all of this went on on steadman, it was re initiating the trauma through association, using alot of the same script's on appoline and even now wheir Leslie pitches her tent and at U of M dearborn Library after she go's into the bathroom or goe's over to the student center to make something to eat they always wait until she get into the stall in the bathroom or they wait until she's unpacked her stuff and is sitting down to eat they start scripting again-their purpose is the same but now its more prevalent because they know this tool is becoming useless and they know if Leslie isn't using she has money to bring this to the public's attention.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
THE MICHIGAN PENAL CODE (EXCERPT)
Act 328 of 1931


750.85 Torture; felony; penalty; definitions; element of crime; other laws.
Sec. 85.

(1) A person who, with the intent to cause cruel or extreme physical or mental pain and suffering, inflicts great bodily injury or severe mental pain or suffering upon another person within his or her custody or physical control commits torture and is guilty of a felony punishable by imprisonment for life or any term of years.

(2) As used in this section:

(a) "Cruel" means brutal, inhuman, sadistic, or that which torments.

(b) "Custody or physical control" means the forcible restriction of a person's movements or forcible confinement of the person so as to interfere with that person's liberty, without that person's consent or without lawful authority.

(c) "Great bodily injury" means either of the following:

(i) Serious impairment of a body function as that term is defined in section 58c of the Michigan vehicle code, 1949 PA 300, MCL 257.58c.

(ii) One or more of the following conditions: internal injury, poisoning, serious burns or scalding, severe cuts, or multiple puncture wounds.

(d) "Severe mental pain or suffering" means a mental injury that results in a substantial alteration of mental functioning that is manifested in a visibly demonstrable manner caused by or resulting from any of the following:

(i) The intentional infliction or threatened infliction of great bodily injury.

(ii) The administration or application, or threatened administration or application, of mind-altering substances or other procedures calculated to disrupt the senses or the personality.

(iii) The threat of imminent death.

(iv) The threat that another person will imminently be subjected to death, great bodily injury, or the administration or application of mind-altering substances or other procedures calculated to disrupt the senses or personality.

(3) Proof that a victim suffered pain is not an element of the crime under this section.

(4) A conviction or sentence under this section does not preclude a conviction or sentence for a violation of any other law of this state arising from the same transaction.




History: Add. 2005, Act 335, Eff. Mar. 1, 2006
Compiler's Notes: Former MCL 750.85, which pertained to assault with intent to commit rape, sodomy, or gross indecency, was repealed by Act 266 of 1974, Eff. Apr. 1, 1975.


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I'm going to attach literature that literally connects all of the precept's the perpetrator's knew about as a means's of the nature of their delivery of torture-in other word's they knew exactly how to set Leslie off by understanding 2 pertinent fact's

1: The thourgh history of Leslie's abuse as a child and adult-along with understanding that Leslie became a addict thru reaction's to stressful situation's that stemmed from this abusive past and her feeling state's that became prevalent as well.
2:Once she became a addict these new feeling state's she would react to were based on a different reality's but these realities brought about the same feeling state's she experienced while be abused.
1-For instance when she was abused as a child teenager and adult by her family and as a adult her husband at time's she felt the following feeling at very intense levels-
2-When she picked up crack she couldn't stop using because of the physical aspect of the disease this reality brought about the same feeling attached to the reality of 1
The the thing "The Point to remember here is that the feeling state's described in 2 stemmed from relapses they deliberatley provoked-
and these feeling state's are normal for any addict who is frustrated they cannot stop-and the resentment that came about from that powerklessness came form the awareness that Ms Williams knew that it was them who deliberatly provoked it-through edialog step's that were tailored to bring about the feeling state's associated with #1.

Powerlessness-Anxiety
Anger-Frustration
Hopelessness-Helplessness
Fear- Fatigue-Loneliness\
Anticipation of homelessness
Anxiousness

After experiencing year's of abuse and the same event of being of being homeless-going thru that experience finding a place-losing it-becoming homeless again finding a temporary place-losing it-all of these experience's and event's, Leslie experienced feeling, that were directly associated with how she was being treated, and what was going on, -becoming homeless, and being homeless brought about

Powerlessness-Anxiety
Anger-Frustration
Hopelessness-Helplessness
Fear- Fatigue-Loneliness\
Anticipation of homelessness
Anxiousness while she was experiencing it-

So at time's her emotional barometer would feel overloaded so she's pick up-it's already been written how she stumbled across crack and what she was experiencing when she went to the house were it was"even though she was looking for pot"
so after Leslie was abused repeatedly and experienced all of these feeling state's every time she was she started picking up pot-after her divorce it was alcohol to help her relax so she could .fall asleep,then when she stumbled across crack and became addicted a new reality came to unfold but here's the new reality of this situation Leslie experienced the same exact feeling state's that were attached to her reaction's of picking up in the past-
Example when she was homeless she felt powerless so she'd go use and reinforce that reaction and behavior-now when she'd experience a trigger feeling state she'd pick up crack because she became addicted to it-but now she's a addict which means's she cannot stop physically once she picks up" POWERLESSNESS" so even if she wants to-so guess what she feels when she cannot put the crack down Powerless-Angry-Afraid-Hopeless Frustrated Tired are now being associated with picking up crack and the fear of the craving to pick up crack which happens when she feels all the feeling state's above at a elevated level-like if I stub my toe it hurts and I get angry that's not enough to set me off but if I'm the victim of police brutality and I'm powerless over stopping it guess what that feeling state is a feeling state that is felt more deeply therefore the neuron's attached to the reaction to these elevated feeling state's fire's, the behavior's associated with it kick in,
and Leslie relapses then the physical aspect kicks in she feels powerless to stop that,
that in turn activates the powerless feeling state which in turn activates the neuron again,
and it literally becomes a vicious cycle-PAW is also used-and the perpetrator's isolated Leslie in the right environment to activate and keep this neural potentiation going, which kept the cycle going and here you have it --Criminal Solicitation of Torture--they used Leslie to torture Leslie:
TITLE LXII
CRIMINAL CODE
CHAPTER 629
INCHOATE CRIMES
Section 629:2
629:2 Criminal Solicitation. –
I. A person is guilty of criminal solicitation if, with a purpose that another engage in conduct constituting a crime, he commands, solicits or requests such other person to engage in such conduct.
II. It is an affirmative defense to prosecution under this section that the actor renounced his criminal purpose by persuading the other not to engage in the criminal conduct or by otherwise preventing commission of the crime under circumstances manifesting a purpose that it not occur.
III. It is no defense to prosecution under this section that the person solicited would be immune from liability for engaging in the criminal conduct by virtue of irresponsibility, incapacity or exemption.
IV. The penalty for criminal solicitation is the same as that authorized for the crime that was solicited, except that in the case of solicitation of murder the punishment shall be imprisonment for a term of not more than 30 years.
Source. 1971, 518:1. 1999, 158:2, eff. June 28, 1999.



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As I will demonstrate thru the nature of the scripts "Dialog Set's they used to activate stress related PTSD/symptom's/associated to Leslie being homeless in which they knew about-to activate the neuron's connected and directly associated with the above feeling state's that are connected to learned behavior" Panic Attacks "and reaction pattern's to these feeling state's, wheir cue's, to activate these feeling state which activate's/triiger's the craving to pick up and they knew it because they knew her and her history
Here is a example of some of the script's they used :
After Leslie came home from the motel and was tried to relax she decided to take a shower"
Once leslie got out of the shower she heard more script's on her stair's-her stair's were right outside the door that was right by the bathroom door
they were along the line's as follows

"What's she doing in their"
"Oh my god I can't believe it" put appropriate tactic here
"Why don't you call the cop's"
"You need to get her out of here"
"what is she doing"
"she's got to be on something"
"Why don't you go up their"
"I'm calling the cop's"
"I'm going up their-i don't care what you say"

See some script's were designed to get Leslie's attention-, before Leslie stopped going to meeting and before she could see they were periodically openly abusing her they were doing thing's then putting their signature on it so they could help Leslie see they were associated with it-
therefore all of the feeling state's Leslie felt on stead man were being reactivated on appoline and as a result the script's became conditioned cue's

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Stress-induced Levels Of Hormone Responsible For Binge Behavior
Science Daily (Apr. 14, 2006) — Stressed individuals might be particularly prone to binge eating or drug addiction because of the high levels of the stress hormone corticotropin-releasing factor in their brain. A study published today in the open access journal BMC Biology shows that rats with levels of corticotropin-releasing factor (CRF) in their brain similar to the levels experienced by humans when they are stressed show an exaggerated craving for a reward -- a piece of sugar -- whenever presented with a cue that had previously been associated with that reward.

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Stress-induced Levels Of Hormone Responsible For Binge Behavior
Science Daily (Apr. 14, 2006) — Stressed individuals might be particularly prone to binge eating or drug addiction because of the high levels of the stress hormone corticotropin-releasing factor in their brain. A study published today in the open access journal BMC Biology shows that rats with levels of corticotropin-releasing factor (CRF) in their brain similar to the levels experienced by humans when they are stressed show an exaggerated craving for a reward -- a piece of sugar -- whenever presented with a cue that had previously been associated with that reward. The Script's were the cue's/in relation to activating the feeling state's associated with leslie's PTSD symptom's from being homeless.They took her history and PTSD and used it/to condition these reaction's to their cue's.





And this is the result of their collective method of torture:



This is how Leslie W looked literally except her face was worse with a very sad hopeless expression-Now this picture when you look at it I hope you can try and understand Im not revealing Im a drug addict or taking on the police and saying I was tortured for no reason-if you think about that-if you were a drug addict -the social stigma is bad enough, then a person Dare's to risk public humiliation from the sections of the public who don't understand the phycosocialbiological aspect's of addiction-I risk my Social Security -my life and everything coming out with this would I do it over a lie-NO.
But before I go on take a quiet real look at this picture with the face I expressed Leslie had,above, then picture this person with a long butcher knife to her stomach because they got her so high and paranoid she thought she was in literal danger-she was being tortured-and couldn't take it anymore and was going to commit suicide.
CURRENT MICHIGAN LAW ON TORTURE is as follow's
Meyer measure to protect Michigan residents from heinous acts. Torturing another person in Michigan is now a crime punishable by life in prison after the governor today signed into law groundbreaking legislation authored by state Rep. Tom Meyer.

Michigan is now only the second state in the nation to have a law prohibiting human torture, and it is the most comprehensive domestic torture law on the books. Meyer introduced the legislation, House Bill 5268, after a horrific torture incident in Huron County.

"Anyone who would subject another human being to such cruel and inhumane treatment deserves to spend the rest of their life in prison," said Meyer, R-Bad Axe. "Under the new law, prosecutors throughout Michigan will now be able to bring these abhorrent individuals to justice."

Meyer introduced the bill after a man in Meyer's home district allegedly tortured his wife repeatedly.

Along with implementing a life sentence, the law allows charges for mental pain and suffering, such as the imminent threat of death or serious injury, and does not require the prosecution to prove that the infliction of pain was for a specified purpose.

Stephen Cline, 43, of Pigeon, was charged with kidnapping and several counts of abusing a vulnerable adult, but Huron County prosecutors could not find a Michigan anti-torture statute that truly fit the crime.

Cline repeatedly suffocated his wife, who is blind and diabetic. Prosecutors said he sought sexual pleasure by making videotapes of himself covering his wife's head with a plastic bag and then resuscitating her.

"This new law could serve as a national model for other states in order to properly prosecute people who commit these types of horrendous acts," Meyer said. "Through a concerted effort, the state now has a comprehensive law on the books to better protect Michigan residents. I'd like to thank the governor for seeing the merits of this important measure."

The law has been supported by the Michigan Prosecuting Attorney's Association of Michigan, Huron County Prosecuting Attorney Mark J. Gaertner and the Michigan State Police.



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Experiencing this traumatized Leslie, and so she became more sensitive and vulnerable to what they continued to do- the conditioned cues" which is stated above-every single day in this house leslie experienced frequent dialog set's from these people more time was spent during her waking hour's hearing them then not-they made sure their frequent pychological games were meant to wear Leslie's defense's down, and to exhaust her mentally and emotionally--to understand this the depth of what Leslie was experiencing:
Look at how the court's try real hard not to put a rape victim on the stand this is done for 2 reasons
1 So she wont have to face the perpetrator and
2 So she wont have to relive the event during her testimony.
And this is what the objective was of the perpetrator's, traumatize her and keep her traumatized-provoke her thru dialog set's that are deliberatly desighned to provoke associated emotion's connected to the trauma and the perpertrator's.
After they initiated the relapse on Appoline and got a secound one going they got more brazen in the theme of their script's-
After Leslie was using all night once "A relapse they provoked" she was trying to relax come down and they knew she had money left because Leslie took out another school loan."She did this because she knew the landlord knew what was goin on and that he whould go along with their direction of the matter in the future "includng under the pretense of ridding himslf of resposibiity in this situation and protecting his involvment"So she wanted to be prepared in case he decided to evict her for them.
So she took out another school loan to be finacially prepared in case he did.
So she was trying to relax, and:they whould do everything possible to keep Leslie up-including scripting her continuously on her stair's right ourside her Apt door-deliberatly stomping up and down the stair's of the basement, then when they saw Leslie was determined not to go recop drug's because of the P.A.W Symptoms they were trying to keep active they literally got at the top of her stairwell outside her aprtment door and said outload"While they were Laughing "
(Hey come here and take a look at what you created them I'd here someone walk up the stair's and laugh and say oh My God,I can"t belive it"')
The nature of the script's got more devious and blatant.
Some of them are as follow's

How could you do this to her"
What are we going to do if she doe'snt go back out (to get more drug's)
Why dont you think of something else.
I dont want to be a part of this no more
Cant you see this is'nt working anymore

THis was their way of provoking intense emotion's and associating themselv'es with what was going on

Then after a time they mixed the script's
they whould say part of (A:) then be quiet for a few seconds then they whould say some

of (B:)

(A:) "Oh my god I can't believe it" put appropriate tactic here

"Why don't you call the cop's"
"You need to get her out of here"
"what is she doing"
she's got to be on something
"What's she doing in their

All of their dialog set's in (A:) were tailored around Leslie's homelss history-To cue in PTSD stymptom's and reaction that she reinforced over the year's.


(B:) How could you do this to her"

What are we going to do if she doe'snt go back out (to get more drug's)
Leave her alone she does'nt have have money left
Why dont you think of something else.
I dont want to be a part of this no more
Cant you see this is'nt working anymore


All of the dialog set's in (B:) were tailored to bring about

Anger Powerlessness-Resentment Frustration -Which are feeling state's that produce stress a P.A.W sypmtom



All of these feeling state's are neurly connected to 1 behavior the reward of picking up and escaping. An they were all cleverly delivered through Verbal Cue's that were reinforced over time.

This is what the perpertrator's knew-and they knew it before Leslie became to understand it and remeber it and for her to recall it when she needed to-even to this day since the trauma is still going on Leslie has not had the fredom to reHABIT ilitate herself"Reinforce new reaction pattern's to feeling state's becuase the stalk ing and harrassment and intimidation is still goin on.
Which all of these current situation's bring about feeling state's-similar to her abusive past because what she is experiencing today with their deliberate behavior's and script's is nothing but severe abuse of her as a person and human being.
All of their dialog set's they engaged in were taylored around Leslie's homelss history-
So this continued everyday on Appoline street literally 8 day's after she moved in up until the day she left.
So Leslie had to start putting a buffer between her and the trigger's that were going on at this residence.
So she went and opened up a P;O Box in Taylor Mi on Goddard Rd
,She also started putting any money she had left over out of her check and what was left on her loan money in United State's Postal Money Order's-then she whould mail the Money orders:then she whould mail the Money order's to the P:O: Box so the money and trigger's whould be in 2 seperate locations-then she started noticing when she went to get a money order out of her mail box that they were their a couple of time's-1 time it took 3 weeks for her money order's to end up in her box-then she remembereed that they had used Kate on several occasion's playing with her social securoty check-this set off a relapse once the M/O arrived because she worried non-stop until they did-STRESS P.A.W.See if the check did'nt arrive she could'nt pay rent/her PTSD related to homelessness and the perpetrator's acting like abused neighbor's they were trying to act as neighbor's putting up with a active addict-which these conditioned cues also caused anxiety for Leslie that the landlord whould eventually kick her out-see the script's used were contrasting but relevant to Leslie's PTSD trauma and the feeling state's of powerlessness over what was actually going on in her environment-she was constanly trying to make sense of it in her traumatized feraful mind they conditiojned her into.They were attemping to activate PTSD symptom's and to wheir her out mentally with the contrasting dialog set's
Leslie Has proof of the Post Office's involvement.
So when the M/O's came in she relapsed becuase money became associated with this whole affair with stress, thank's to them cohercing her into taking out loan's-
so after that relapse she decided to mail her driver's licence to the P O Box instead-this way she could'nt cash them-at first it was allright until 1 day when she went into the city hall branch to cash 1, Rose told her she no longer needed ID to cash a Money Order-what a coincidence-
So-it was no longer a for sure safe gard in Leslie's memory to use the money order's but she kept it up-and started to do good for almost 2 month's when they saw this was turning into a problem her bridge card was stolen out of her apartment so she had to go and get money for food.
She knew it was them because when she went to bed she had the bridge card in her backpack and had'nt bought anything in day's.
So she had to go and get her ID from the PO Box now keep in mind Leslie was still experiencing the script's everysingle day and night-and the stolen bridge card was their way of saying these safegaurad's do not matter now you need money for food-So since she knew it was them thru their past crimminal acts-she got furious now they are coming into her apartment- here on appoline all to take away her safegaurd's she immplemmented,so betwwen the anger and the violation of her space "coming into her apartment"
she relapsed because of the anger-then she had to go back to the post office for more money for food but withdrawl and being tired emotionally and mentally and traumatized her disease kicked in again-this vicious cycle started the phyusical aspect of the disease took over and she kept using/all the while she was being scripted and kept up thru their usual behavior's.
When they saw this provoked a relapse they started leaving calling card's-------------------
When this continued to happen Leslie started to get very upset-so she decided it was time to do a follow upwith the police-instead of goin to headquarter's she went to the Dearborn Mini Station in The Dearborn Library on Warren Ave-She asked to speak with a police officer and was told not a problem/she was invited into a office wheir she sat down and started to explain what was going on at her residence on Appoline she shared pretty much everything/she spoke with a italian police officer named Gino-he gave her his card but the perpetrator's stole it out of her stuff when she went to the star motel during a relapse/after she left Appoline's residence.
After explaining to officer Gino what was going on their he said Leslie it sound's like to me your being tortured,and since you already made a report I'll contact Detective Beeggs and find out wheir he is in the investigation:Officer Gino also asked Leslie were she was goin to buy her drug's that if he could'nt stop it on my end he'd stop it on that end if he could"This wasa lie".I only suspect a couple of reason's why he asked me that "I will not elaborate on these suspision's at this time"
He told me to check back in in around 10 day's because alot was going on with the election's coming up next week"FOOTNOTE-Officer Gino did not make a report while I was telling him what was happining to me:
I foolowed up in 10 day's and he told me that Detective Biigs told him it was being looked into and that he should stay out of it"Which was his way of saying their is no use coming back to me-Detective Bigg's never once called me,he never came by my house or approached me at any time anywheir-I did call 911 many time's from Appoline Street while they were torturing me and mostly got only a dispatcher to talk to they kept saying I had to go in to make a report something I hade alraedy done twice-4 time's in total before I left Appoline Street-I went to the Mayor's office twice-The community Police Officer I spoke with his name was either Officer Stephen ,or Officer Kevin I dont remember his last name-they stole the buisness card he gave me from the star motel at the same time they stole Gino's card.
I know why today they kept me on the phone with dispatch:
2 Reason's:
1: Is because either some of the people downstair's on Appoline who were doing this were Dearborn Police officer's who were monitioring the whole situation they knew I was calling 911-so they got Dispatch to intercept the reason for the call-see if I had gotton thru to the front desk and told them I was relapsing becausde of people playing mind game's they whould've had to at least come out or try to catch me in the act using-they could'nt do this because if you solicit a crime then arrest the victim and it's ever found out you got trouble,and
2:they wanted to keep the using goin because they knew Leslie had loan money left,and they had a purpose.
After stealing the bridge card so leslie whould have to have cash to get food/while knowing cash was a triggerit's why they did it/and keep in mind the daily harrassment was still continuous and ongoin
When they saw this provoked a relapse they started leaving calling card's:
One of the calling card's they left-was,when a relapse was provoked Leslie whould use in the kitchen-what she whould do was take a hit then hurry and put the pipe on the rubber strip that secure's the freezer door to the housing of the refegerator itself-this was done out of fear and paranoia that accompanie's using crack-this is wheir she whould place the pipe-the crack itself she whould put on top of the refegerator -so she could quickly put it in the pipe take a hit and put the pipe up-she whould cover the crack up with a recipe she had on top of the refegerator-know every cocaine addict know's that when you run out you fend-and leslie did because they whould keep the scripts goin while she was using to keep the stress goin to keep the PAW activated-so coming down was especially hard for leslie so when she whould run out she'd start looking for some leftover on top of the refegerator and the floor-when she became aware she was out she'd wait a little while,call a cab and go get some more-when she got home from recopping,she whould go right into the kitchen get her pipe and take a hit-now after that first hit she was aware she had the crack out in sight-so she's put it on top on the fridge/ventually she'd start running low again-so she'd get her chair out again and look on top of the fridge-guess what was put up their her old bridge card, the one they stole and leslie replaced.
Nothing else was ontop of that refegerator except a vase,a big green empty bowl,her recipe box and a couple of paper recipe's that were out of the box.
Leslie in her whole entire life never put any ID-Bus card or bridge card up their ever.This was 1 calling card they wanted to make sure anxiety/tiredness,stress.frustration was kept current and active in this solicitation of torture so they made sure these feeling state's remained provoked,and active.The bridge card was not they only thing the only time that was stolen and replaced back on the refegerator whier they knew Leslie was hiding her stuff by monitoring her behavior's while using/they whould develop script's on a commentary theme to make sure Leslie never had any peace whikle using by commenting alot on thing's she did while using-these dialog set's were desighned deliberate dialog set's that were brought about by direct human effort they are not a construst of and mental illnesses symptomology or hallicinations as a result of drug use-My cat heard them-the dog in the wood's here them I have proof that is undisputible,that is being kept in a safe place until this timeline is complete and 2 other step's are expedited-so their is no way's factual physical evidence can be theorized as anything else.
Their were 3 seperate occassion's they stole the 3 different item's in the previous sentence-and put each one, one at a time back on top of the refegerator in hope's of associating themselve's with their deliberate behavior's desighned to activate elevated emotional state's to deliberatly activate PAW.
These 4 seperate occasion's all together were done in the midst of relapse's they provoked in order to keep the potentiation of stress going and active.
So Leslie did a number of thing's to try and hinder their method's this included putting a sensor alarm on the stairwell of her apartment when this caused them to have to speak louder -they started to get frustrated so Leslie bought a tape recorder to try and get them on tape-since they were monitoring her at HFCC-including what she bought at the book store because Leslie had bought tape recorder's in the past for school which they knew about"Leslie used her tape recorder at time to tape AA Meeting-"when they seen these 2 thing's combined they created a theater of disterbance so the landlord whould have a reason to tell Leslie the sensor alarm had to go-what they did to make it look like he had a legitimate reason was as follow's.Leslie bought a sensor alarm from radio schack-once the sensor alarm because they were stealing her ID-Bridge Card-Bus Card while she was sleeping:
then she decided to use it during the day to make it harder for them to get closer to her door when they wanted to engage in their dialog game's on her stairwell:this alrm whould go off if anyone came within it's open vicinity:when the battery whould run low the light whoujld flash but a no time did it eer go off for any reason outside someone setting it off:Since they had also broke into her flat to leave differnt calling card's that are to yet be written in their timeline:she was setting the alarm when she left to run errand's and so forth:
she came home twice and it was covered once and the excuse this lady named Lee that was staying their said she wanted to leave some clothe's by my door and it went off so she covered it because it was to loud-the secound time she said it just went off-and this is the excuse Edward Robege used to tell me to not put it at all on the stairwell-so she for the most part stopped using it on the stairwell-and they went right back to scripting on my stair's then they started on frequent occasion's throwing thing againt my apartment door-it had to be something on a string because when I went to look their was nothing their but I did here their door closing-my cat heard it every time they scripted or threw something except for when she was asleep.
Moving along to the staement I heard the Landlord make downstair's 1 time I asked him when he was over for resedential matter's to drop me off at the store on his way home-this request was a excuse to talk to him away from the house:I talked to him on a personnal level telling him I am glad I am finally in a position to go to school-and that I'n the type of person that
just get's up goe's to school come's home-make's dinner do my homework watch TV and go to bed.
It was the theme of my conversation-well he decided to bring me back to the house and after I went upstair's I heard him go into the downstair's flat and as clear as day I heard him say "Are you sure you need to do this.
I looked outside and his van was still out front-I then heard him discussing something with them then it got quiet 5 minute's later he left.
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LISTED HERE ARE FACTUAL EVENT'S TO REMEMBER
PERTAINING TO TIMELINE OF APPOLINE:


1:PHYSICAL PROPERTY DOE'S NOT GET UP AND WALK OUT THE DOOR
WITHOUT HUMMAN EFFORT: (LICENSE'S-BUS CARD'S BRIDGE CARDS

2: PHYSICAL PROPERTY DOE'S NOT MAGICALLY REAPPEAR IN A TOTALLY SEPERATE UNCOMMON PLACE FOR THE ITEM BY ITSELF: A PALCE WERE THE VICTIM WAS RECENTLY FREQUENTING.

3: A PERSON DOE'S NOT COME HOME TO FIND TOILET PAPER NEATLY FOLDED AROUND THE ENTIRE CIRCUMFERENCE OF HER TOILET SEAT WITHOUT HUMMAN EFFORT.aLMOST EVERTIME i CAME HOME I'D GO TO THE BATHROOM IN WITHIN A FEW MINUTE'S THEY KNEW THIS BECAUSE THEY WERE STAYING DOWNSTAIR'S THEY ALSO KNEW WHEN i CAME HOPE i WAS USUALLY TIRED AS MOST OF US ARE-MIX BEING TIRED WITH THE RESENTMENT OF THEM BEING IN YOUR APARTMENT YOU HAVE A DOUBLE LOAD OF IMMEDIATE STRESS-AA"ALCOHOLIC'S ANONYMOUS CLEARLY STATE'S OVER AND OVER AGAIN AT EVERY MEETING DON'T GET TO HUNGRY,ANGRY,LONELY OR TIRED-AND DON'T GET RESENTMENT'S-WHICH IS IN THE AA BIBLE

4: A PERSON DOE'S NOT COME HOME AND FIND HER DOOR WIDE OPEN ON 3 SEPERATE OCCASION'S (LANDLORD DENIE'S ENTRY).

5:A PERSON DOE'S NOT GO TO BED AT NIGHT WITH EVERY SINGLE LIGHT IN THE FLAT OFF,AND THEN WAKE UP IN THE MORNING WITH EVERY LIGHT ON AND EVERYDOOR OPEN

6: WHEN LESLIE PUT EARPHONES IN HER EAR'S THEIR DIALOG SET'S
"SCRIPT'S WERE MORE MUFFLED AND LESS DISTINGUISHUABLE.

7: LANDORD CAME UP WITH A FEEBLE EXCUSE BASED ON A TOTAL LIE-TO ASK ME TO STOP PUTTING SENSOR ALARM ON STAIRWELL.

8:MY CAT HIGGINS-I GOT HER AT 9 WEEK'S OLD-IN 1994-SHE DIED IN JUNE 2006-WAS EXTREMLY NERVOUS AND ALWAY'S HESTISTANT TO GO BY THE APRTMENT DOOR BECAUSE SHE WHOULD HERE THEM-AT TIME'S , SHE RAN AND HID WHEN SHE WHOULD HEAR THEM AT TIME'S WHEN THEY WHOULD BE A LITTLE LOUDER THAN USUAL./HIGGINS GOT LIKE THIS AFTER THEY MOVED IN ON STEADMAN 1/2 YEAR AFTER I MOVED IN./WHEN THEY MOVED IN DOWNSTAIR'S

9:VAM BORN-ALARM SENS

10: I WHOULD COME HOME AND MY CLOTHE'S I HAD JUST FOLDED AND PUT AWAY WHOULD BE IN DIFFERENT ORDER AND FOLDED DIFFERENLY-AND BOOK'S ON MY SHELVE WERE PUT BACK UPSIDE DOWN

11: MY MOTHER AND A LADY IN AA NEW I WAS ASSUALTED - I NEVER TOLD ANYONE EXCEPT A DETROIT COP I MADE A REPORT TO.?

12: ARDYCE LYING TO ME ABOUT UHAUL-(******STAR MOTEL*****)TR

13:PHONE, BUS PASS BURNED AT MAGNETIIC STRIP, STATE ID-HOMELESS SHELTER & FOOD BAK INFORMATION FILE STOLEN FROM STAR MOTEL-WHEN I LEFT TO GO RECOP-FROM A RELAPSE THEY PROVOKED AND WERE SOLICITING TO CONTINUE.

14: BRIDGE CARD CHECKED IN AT HERITAGE -WHEN I WAS DISCHARGED IT WAS NOT THEIR THEY REIMBURSED ME FOR IT-
THIS WAS DONE SO I'D USE - SO I'D HAVE TO GO GET MONEY STRAIGHT FROM LEAVING THE HOSPITAL-WHICH THEY MEDICATED ME FOR---THE RELAPSE-"MEDICATION'S SIDE EFFECT WAS EXTREME ANXIETY"-THEN DURING THE RELAPSE i'D SPEND ALL OF MY MONEY WHOULD HAVE TO GO RIGHT BACK TO HERITAGE OR STARVE BECAUSE THEY STOLE MY ID:/IN THE MOTEL I WENT TO AND YOU NEED ID TO GET FOOD FROM SALVATION ARMY-THIS WAY iM CYCLED BACK TO HERITAGE WERE IM CONTINUALLY GIVEN THE SAME DIAGNOSIS-THIS WAS DONE FOR WRECKING CREDIBILITY THRU ORCHESTRATED CIRCUMSTANCE-iF THEY GET ENOUGH DIAGNOSE'S MY CREDIBILITY IS SHOT AND IT'S ANOTHER STEP TOWARD'STHEIR REASON TO STEP IN FOR GAURDIANSHIP.

15: LIED TO ABOUT MY RIGHT'S AT HERITAGE BY STAFF-COHERCED BY STATE APPT ATTORNEY.

16: BRADY STREET (TR)

The event's that have been goin on at this residence-continued-the game's they were playing were intermittent throughout the day but frequent.So at time's since the police/and landord were not doin their expected dutie's as far as their relationship to Ms Williams-she started retaliating verbally t their dialog set's and activitie's.
When they whould engage in a script like "What's she doing in their" -I'd say nothing Butthead's-then they'd say who she talking to.She must be crazy
And circular conversation's whould ensue.
Now outside of the physical proof I have and the Audio recordeing.
I whould like to reiterate that my cat higgin's I got her as a kitten I had her 14 year's I knew my cat's behavior's concerning everything-she was my best friend:Higgins was a cautios cat it's why I got her-the day I stumbled across the free kitten's sighn and went to the house to look at the litter the owner of the mother showed me what was left of the litter-after showing me 3 I asked is that all that's left and he said no their's 1 more left but she's alway's hiding:
S o I asked if I could see her-I fell in love on sight and took her home we shared some fudge cycle's and layed down together.
now higgin's was a cautious cat but not around me once she saw I was her buddy:
And within a few week's her and eye were comfortable with each other.She never hid once because of me not once-but when higgin's whould here them and alway's when I did she at least look depending on wheir she was in relation to the sound.
It got to the point wheir I had to move her water and food dish in the living room-and she at time's did run and hide. throughout the entire occuapancy that Leslie resided at the appoline address the most she was ever to pull together at 1 sequential period of time was a little over 2 month's-They solicited troture right at the beggining of her lease and basically kept that trauma a relapse potentiated through intense frequent dialog set's and event's they deliberatly brought about thru active paticipation.
which was their objective-get the relapse going and keep it goin.
So Leslie decided to give in -so she went to the 11:00AM sobriety at 11:00 meeting on warren ave-they wanted to make sure leslie was kept on a cycle of game's so they whould act happy to see her for a couple of meeting in which Leslie's behavior was normal and Leslie never openly directly accused them as being the one's who were doing this-see at time they whould tell her thru a script on Appoline Leslie's got to learn whose boss-so to Leslie since she at this time did not know the purpose of this situation remembered what Michele had told her when she told Leslie the sponsership was over she said to Leslie "Leslie no matter what you do you will never have any control ever-so Leslie thought maybe this was her way of openly showing whose in authority-"In other word's a lesson",see some of the script's also included dont you think she's been thru enough"
See now Leslie know's this was just a cue to remind leslie of what's going on in her enviroment.
They did'nt mean that script literally-99 % of their script's are to confuse Leslie or to activate elevated emotional level's.This she understand's now-she did'nt back then.
So they whould deliberatly bring her up and down at meeting-for instance the below 2 event's desribe 2 thing's they did
As I breifly mentioned above it had gotton to the point were Leslie started retaliating verbally to their dialog game's and she could tell by know that their were 3-4 distinct voice's-
so she harrassed them back when theyn whould harrass her-and it happened so often that Leslie
decided to give each person a name-
THey are now Listed here:
1: Tootsie Roll-a gut who seemed like a teenager becuase of the nature of his dialog-but suspect he's at least 35
2: Story Teller-a man
3:Saggy-a older woman
4:Whore this name went specifically to the younger female in ratio to saggy and when leslie did hear Michele's voice.
Leslie used the word Whore and explained why- which is-to her this was a morality fight and she deduced that anyone capable of doin this type of behavior was selling thier soul for control-which spirtually make's them a whore-what they were doing was pure evil-
I m going to write a personnal note here along with a fact-
Personnal Note -this isnt something evryone experience's-the nature of what they decided to do was and is methodical exacting-intricant,and deliberate-it's nothing short of clever craziness-see the youn need to understand that for this kind've purpose objective-these freak's are not goin to expose themeselve's while torturing someone-doe's a armed robber take off his mask before he rob's you no,their are 3 objective's at least in most crime's committing .it, coveting the act of process,getting away with it.
Fact-Leslie has Proof.
so when Leslie went back to the 11:00 Am meeting hoping to indirectly show she whould give control up-they passed out tootsie roll's to her.
2:She went to the thanksgiving dinner that was thrown and hosted by them at the 11:00 AM
Sobriety at 11.
She went at this dinner a speaker was to speak before dinner-when the speaker arrived he sat across from Leslie and kept staring at her:when the time came for the open talk the speaker laced 3/4'th's of his dialog to thing's that were said to Leslie Personnaly-in relation to her personnal history and then he talked about suicide:he said quite a few time's he whould pretend to put a gun to his head when he was exhuasted from drinking he showed 4 diiferent place's he'd place the gun against his head using his hand as a gun.
during all 4 diferent position he placed the gun to his head he turned and deliberatly and directly looked at Leslie right in the eye and did'nt stop until he was done-
THis was a visual cue-in relation to quite a few time they had gotton Leslie so traumatized on Appoline at Appoline she'd feel so dispondent she took her hand and made it into a gun and pointed it to 4 diiferent location's against her head and whould hold it their-"Leslie did this in her apartment then this guy doe's it at his open talk while lacing his talk with verbal cue's and dirctly looking at Leslie when he pretended to put a gun to his head in explanation of something he said he did-it was a script with a verbal cue that's all it was in reality..
This was the secound visual cue they openly diplayed right before her eye's-
This is just 2 things they did their are about 15-20 thing's they did when she went back to meeting on rare occasion's while living on appoline hoping to show them her presence was a gesture of giving up.
So Leslie knew they were justv using these meetying as another forum to solicit torture so she stpped going again.
Nothing changed at the Appoline Residence were it was occuring except for the frequency of attempts in keeping the relapses active-they started comming in leslie apartment more often
On 3 seperate occasion's she came home as I said and the door was wide open the landlord denie's it-1 time Leslie came home and someone neatly wrapped 12 long sheet's of toilet paper and placed it around the whole circumference of the toilet seat-they knew going to the bathroom was something Leslie usually did within the first 5 minute's of coming home-
I belive this was done in hope's they figured Leslie was already dressed to go out and cop drug's ifb this got her made enough-she's alway's tired when she first come's home-because usually after going to the bathroom she'd relax for about a hour or 2 and she's diffinitly be able to articulate right away that someone did thi9s hoping for a angry resentful reaction to activate PAW
Get her made while she's dressed and tired-If you go into any AA meeting you will here at least once Dont get to Hungry Angry Lonely or Tired they were counting on two of these reaction's in a already potentiated enviroment and situation.
It was a active calling card-a visual cue.

So after this event nothing in general changed leslie was so traumatized and potentiated that the relapses were basically just continuas active addiction with 3-4 day break's betwwen relapsing maybe a kew fime's 10 day's-So had tryed the police-the landlord-911-she tryed giving in-none of tghese thing's whould stop the solicitation of torure-so she started thinking about suicide when she whould be crashing-so 1 night she took some sleeping pill's that were perscribed by her after being up for 3 day's-they knew she had them and were watching her very carefully-So when she decided to go to bed she took about 5-she turned out all of the light's,feed her cat-and went to bed-the next morning everysingle light in the apartment was turned on,all of her door's had been open including a attic door that was alway's kept shut this door was wide open-to the point it whould'nt move anymore-and her apartment door was open 8 ".
this was done to say ahh haaa see what we can do after we have done once again what we do-
after a relapse or two more which was provoked thru the cotinuas solicitation everyday-she decided to try and give in once more- this was in January 2006-same thing happened as before they just used the meeting to offer leslie phone #'s she'd call and no one ever returned her call-they did this as a vrhichle of frustration when she used to go to meeting reguraly-get her excited at the meeting by acting friendly and availible-then they give you their number and act like thing's maybe will change-and no one answer's.this was diliberatly done-because leslie experienced it many time's with the same people reguraly before.frustration = stress-in the hope of activating PAW.emotional high's and low's combined with the stress and resentment-1 + 1=2.
So Leslie went back home,so Leslie went thru again the smae old stuff except she was putting it totally together that it was them-that they were not going to stop so she asked this cashier at HFCC to hold onto her money-Her name is Barbra-she used to be a cashier when Leslie met her when Leslie requested her to hold onto her money she was working in the Campus Saftey Office: Leslie had made a report thru Campus Saftey twice on two sepearte date's their office is only claining 1-also at this same point in time as this was continuing on Appoline St-she was calloing evry month the First Step Victim's Advocate Julie Kimball at the Dearborn Police station were she made a lenghtly detailed report of what was going on at Leslie's residence.
Ms Kimbell said she forwarded the report all 3 time's to Detective Bigg's,he never once contacted Leslie in any way.So Leslie breifly told Barbra what was goin on Appoline and admitted to her that the stress of the intimidation and deliberate games they were playing was setting off her addiction-So Barbra agreed to hold onto Leslie's money:
Then Leslie at a later date told Barbra that money was setting her off because they potentiated this with her and the harrassment was still continuos-so she asked Barbra if Barbra whould take her shopping because they had stoled her bridge card again.
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